Betrayed.

I knew this person because I met her before. She was really good and very "mahinhin" as they say. We'll that she was trying to show to us. .............. grrr. She's a SAINT. Saint in hell. I hate her. I hate her so much. She betrayed my trust and everybody's trust. I thought she was a woman full of trust of herself and gaining everybody's trust. I was wronged. She'll never be trusted. She betrayed ME!
I hate her!

Absurd...

One of the best thing that ever happen to me was when I met him( ga ). Then I got married to him. That's another best memory I have. After several months that I've been with him, never did I feel being left alone and turned. One night, I cried when I woke and I found out he was not facing me in his sleep. I was thinking he doesn't want to face me anymore. hehehehe. Sound absurd! But that's true. I felt betrayed. But he found out I cried so he asked. And laughed on his knees. I was childish. Then, he embraced me telling me- ga, hawoy kaayo akong liog. hahahahahaha! Don't worry I'm your husband and I will never turned against you. That was funny of me....

God please hear my plea.

When I was walking along the aisle of a mall somewhere, I saw this young woman in her stilleto and backless blouse and a tight fitting jeans. I was mesmerized on her looks.
But when she was near me, I noticed she was on her 7 months way ( just a wild guess!)
Then I remember the time when I felt I have an angel in my womb. People around me were telling - I should not do this, and that. I should not wear this and that. I followed all that they say. I was praying for the safety of my angel.... but..... I still didn't make it to 9 months. I lost my angel.
Now, I'm scared..... again.... Oh, God why I have to undergo this? I just want to make a happy family. You have given me a good and loving husband but still I feel empty. I want to make him happy - I want to give him the angel he wished to have. Oh God, please listen....

A letter...

Dear Angels,

I dreamed of you again last night.... You were both there above me. Owww, how I wish I could touch you. I love you so dearly.


Mommy