Everything Happens For A Reason

“A tribute to my two beautiful angels”

“People come in our life and we know right away that they’re meant to be there… to serve some sort of purpose or to teach us a lesson.” Every time I remember the times I feel them inside me, I got tears in my eyes. They could have been beautiful angels now. When I lost them, those were the moment I questioned HIM. I started to feel I am not a good person. I came to hate myself and worse I came to hate God for retrieving those two wonderful gifts He gave. When I learned that they were there inside me, t’was the greatest day of my life and only to find out, at the end they were not meant for me. My husband never failed to encouraged and gave me the feeling of happiness when we’re together. He isn’t a husband who blamed me for what happen. I remember now what he told me after losing my first beautiful angel – God has his reason why it happened. And the same line he told me after the second time. Yes- everything has its reason and a purpose of coming and going. Nothing comes by chances. It happened to teach me to stand strong again.It reminded me to renew my trust and faith to Him and embrace Him again in my life. T’was painful, yes! But I’m here again, hopeful that God will bring us (me & ga) our little wonderful angels again and be with us for the rest of our lives. God knows when will be the right time and the right place….. we are just waiting. For my two beautiful angels… I’m happy you’re with God. And I love you both…me and daddy….

- Lourge , July 18,2010 –